A Touch of Hell

Hell is separation from God. It's a place of outer darkness, it's a place where you will have an endless thirst for God like a fire but can’t taste it. Now imagine now we are close to God in the way that he's light. Some say when you die you can feel God or you feel complete separation from God. The weight of that is greater than you or me know. Hell was created not for man but for demons. Man has just chosen to live like the demons. Man has just chosen to live like the demon, man just chooses to live like the demons in disobedience and evil

. I have felt separation from not just feeling God is far because I am sinning. He was trying to reach me because I’m stubborn. A taste of really being far from him. And it's a feeling of you just the need for God. That you are so far it just feels like Hell. You feel an evil presence if you ever felt the presence of a demon somewhat like that. All I know is when I woke up and puked up saliva from being sick I knew what it was like to taste what it was like to be far from God. I do pray and I always pray God if I lose my way bring me back home and sense I struggle with mental illness I do lose my way. I get caught up in the world I think we all do. But I feel that God wanted to show me a taste of what it is like to be far from him like I wanted. He died for you and me and he is constantly knocking at your door. He gives good gifts, just ask.

Sources Hebrews 12. Matthew 18, The book of James